Hi! Just being a little transparent here. Part of me losing my voice was being so cautious about what people thought of me! I would say or do something and I would actually even imagine that someone was against it, so I would tone it down.
I felt a little bit like that about my post yesterday. That is why I did the add on, to shush the voices in my head telling me I was wrong or going to be attacked for saying what I said. I did get some texts from people saying that it was spot on though. Mainly I am learning to trust myself and know that if I say something it’s ok if everyone doesn’t agree and give me the ok.
I have been around lots of amazing miracles, signs and wonders. I never give up on that happening. I have also seen some human error in the midst of things. I do have an ability to trust things before I see them. That can be awesome but I think we need some confirmations with some of those things.
I’ve seen people think they were healed of bipolar and instantly go off meds. Usually they hate their meds anyway because they take them off their high. If they really are healed, which I have seen, there should not be any reason they couldn’t go to their doctor and tell them that they think they are healed. I have a friend that is doing this. The doctor is watching the progress and lowering the meds gradually!!
I am a very risk taking person so this caution is something I have learned along the way. I think there will usually be a confirmation about things. Some things are obviously instantly taken care of, some things we walk it out a bit. No harm in testing things out.
I think God always wants to heal! I think that is the truth…but I think it’s a fine line to walk like you are healed when you are not. I think we need to be wise about things and not be deceived. There are just different situations. Some people are so sad because they aren’t healed. I think if someone is walking around like that, they are making the healing too much of a priority in their life. They need to make sure their relationship with God is more important than the healing. Healing isn’t supposed to be an idol to make someone miserable. It’s not supposed to be a point of competition!
James 1:5 If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But he must ask in faith, without doubting, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. He is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.
That is telling me that if I feel like God has given me some wisdom, that I should not doubt or second guess it. It may not always be received, but that’s not my problem. If I let it be my problem then I am being double minded and unstable. Which I do not choose to be, I choose to be confident about what I say and write. Everyone is entitled to their opinion!!
I choose confidence!
I choose faith!!
I do have something to say!!
Tomorrow❤